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chocolate_chip) wrote2006-12-12 03:43 pm
chocolate_chip) wrote2006-12-12 03:43 pm
WOE.
I need a woe icon. Why don't I have a woe icon? Emo Kaidoh will have to do.
Essure didn't happen. ._. Because I have, apparently, the world's tiniest vagina, the doctor couldn't even get the speculum in without causing unbearable pain. Right now I just want to throw things around and scream becuase AUGH WHAT IS THE POINT even if I DO ever have a relationship that lasts long enough to get the sex part, how the hell is he gonna fit?! *sigh* But I know that's a stupid rationale for basing my birth control choices on. So I'm gonna try again in a month, but have it done at the hospital instead, and be completely knocked out. And that way, if he gets the hysteroscope in and sees that I'm not a good candidate for Essure, he can give me a tubal right there since I'll be out for the count anyway.
The MAIN thing that's frustrating me is there's a $2000 difference between having it done today and having it done next month!!!! >_________________< I'd *just* met my deductible for this year, so it would have been free. ;-; Now I'll have to pay the whole deductible all over again! I am so going to the doctor for every damn papercut next year.
Maybe all this is a sign that I should just stick to girls. >_>
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jagen13 I love the picture you sent. ♥ (That's what I get for sending you a bag of flaming poo, isn't it? XD) It's harder than it looks, but I'll keep trying~
Essure didn't happen. ._. Because I have, apparently, the world's tiniest vagina, the doctor couldn't even get the speculum in without causing unbearable pain. Right now I just want to throw things around and scream becuase AUGH WHAT IS THE POINT even if I DO ever have a relationship that lasts long enough to get the sex part, how the hell is he gonna fit?! *sigh* But I know that's a stupid rationale for basing my birth control choices on. So I'm gonna try again in a month, but have it done at the hospital instead, and be completely knocked out. And that way, if he gets the hysteroscope in and sees that I'm not a good candidate for Essure, he can give me a tubal right there since I'll be out for the count anyway.
The MAIN thing that's frustrating me is there's a $2000 difference between having it done today and having it done next month!!!! >_________________< I'd *just* met my deductible for this year, so it would have been free. ;-; Now I'll have to pay the whole deductible all over again! I am so going to the doctor for every damn papercut next year.
Maybe all this is a sign that I should just stick to girls. >_>
P.S.
jagen13 I love the picture you sent. ♥ (That's what I get for sending you a bag of flaming poo, isn't it? XD) It's harder than it looks, but I'll keep trying~